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Sunday, October 10, 2021
Cannabis "Allergy": Why Did Weed Turn On Me?
If you've been in the cannabis community for any length of time, you've probably heard the story before: dude or dudette starts smoking weed, usually in their teens, and loves the stuff. Said dude(tte) becomes a casual smoker for several years with no issues. Then, around 3-7 years down the line, the weed starts causing sudden and unexpected side effects that were never present before: anxiety, paranoia, rapid heartbeat, dizziness or shortness of breath. Less commonly, severe adverse effects like Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome can develop in long-term users, forcing them to give up the good weed altogether. This can be majorly depressing or even life-altering if said stoner was a medical marijuana patient.
The question is: WHY is this happening?
For all we know about this ancient plant, we still don't know why it can seemingly turn on long-term users in such dramatic fashion. This happened to me when I was in college. I started smoking when I was 16 occasionally and became a daily user by age 19. By age 23 I'd developed negative side effects like anxiety and paranoia, especially when in public after toking. But even in high school, I had friends who claimed they'd become "allergic" to weed and could no longer smoke for similar reasons. Needless to say I was skeptical. This was before I was an internet nerd and had read countless reports of the same online. Here are a few:
Weed is making me feel bad all of a sudden.
Why am I all of a sudden anxious after smoking weed?
I get severe anxiety every time I smoke weed now.
The CHS stories are even more brutal: tales of smokers of 10-30+ years suddenly being afflicted with non-stop vomiting & stomach pain triggered by smoking their favorite plant--a plant that's famous in the medical world for it's nausea-fighting effects. The CHS subreddit is full of personal horror stories that prove this is more than just media hype despite how scary & bizarre the symptoms sound.
Cannabis Side Effects: A Closer Look
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More of this, scientists. |
So what the hell is going on here?
Drug users tend to fall back on the old "set and setting" explanation, but there's only so far set and setting go in this instance. Sometimes a drug's direct effects on the body are truly to blame, and that's definitely what's happening here. It's too common an experience for it to be anything else. In my case, I had absolutely zero anxiety about smoking under my authoritarian dad's nose when weed was 100% illegal & I had everything to lose vs. now when it's legal & I'm a consenting adult. I had no paranoia when trying to function high in public back then either. In fact, it was FUN. So it's nonsensical to blame it on my mindset when the stigma has been erased along with the legal penalties. It's the weed causing the anxiety & paranoia, not the legal status.
I suspect the potency of today's weed plays a role, but only a small one since my side effects started back in the Mexican brickweed days of the early 2000's. THC being stored in the body's fat cells might offer a clue: perhaps it builds up in the body and causes an "overdose" of some sort of metabolite with chronic heavy use? (Most CHS sufferers are long-term users who smoke multiple times a day & have THC built up in their bodies). Or maybe the teenage brain reacts differently to weed than the adult brain and starting too young somehow (mis)shapes the cannabinoid receptors during brain development? These are all wild guesses on my part as I'm clearly no scientist.
That's why I'm calling on scientists to tackle this problem before it snowballs any bigger. Our hospitals are already overloaded with COVID patients--if and when that problem resolves itself, there will be a backlog of people with other diseases who neglected their health due to the pandemic. The last thing we need are people with weed-induced freakouts or "scromiting" further taxing our overburdened healthcare system. There are also people with chronic diseases like Dravet Syndrome, Multiple Sclerosis & glaucoma who rely on cannabis as a first-line medicine; if it becomes worthless to them because they suddenly develop adverse effects, what then?
Most drug reactions happen instantly, or at least very soon after a person starts using a substance. In fact I'm not aware of any other medication that causes a person to react positively for years and then suddenly start feeling like they're going insane or puking their guts out from it. We need more research into this phenomenon, and fast. With the rise of legal cannabis we'll keep seeing higher potency products in more forms ranging from edibles to topicals to concentrates, though these reactions appear to be just as likely with flower smoked the old fashion way.
The dearth of information on cannabis is entirely due to the 80-year prohibition on it--I know that will take time to remedy. But that's precisely why we need to legalize ALL drugs. The exact same thing is happening with research on LSD, MDMA, heroin, mescaline, khat, psilocybin mushrooms and other Schedule I drugs as we speak. The result is that science is stalled & real people suffer.
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[Review] - Cannabis Edibles: Green Hornet Trifecta 1:1:1 Gummies (Mixed Fruit)
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These "Good Mood" gummies were a welcome gift from a friend who picked them up at a local mmj dispensary for $15. Green Hornet is a trusted brand made by parent company Cheeba Chew, one of the best known in the edible industry. While not as rich in CBD as the Simple Cure 3:1 gummies I love so much, they're much tamer than the current DOSD Nano Bites I'm eating which contain 25mg THC & CBD per candy. And they taste better too.
Green Hornet Trifecta gummies contain a 1:1:1 formulation of CBD, CBN & THC totaling 100mg per bag (10mg of each ingredient per piece). The mixed fruit flavor is really yummy and makes you want to eat the whole bag, which you shouldn't if your tolerance is on the floor like mine. They're the perfect mix of sweet and tart, and you can't tell they're low-calorie/low-fat at all. They're also gluten-free for all my Celiacs out there. Green Hornet sells a variety of gummies & flavors including Goodnight grape (CBN/THC), Black Cherry (CBD/THC) & Blue Raspberry (Sativa).
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Green Hornet gummies inside package |
The effects are quite similar to the 3:1 gummies, which is probably accounted for by the double dose of CBD + CBN to the single dose of THC. I much prefer these to the DOSD gummies for their ease of dosing (read: lower potency) & taste. The only drawback is the packaging which is clearly not meant for re-closing hundreds of times like I intend to do. My gummies were slightly melted after the car ride home but nothing horrible. Granted, it's mid-October. Can't imagine how they would've fared in the heat of the summer. My premenstrual cramps were easily wiped out by nibbling the corners off these bad boys all afternoon, though they did give me extreme munchies.
Overall I give Green Hornet Trifecta 1:1:1 Mixed Fruit Gummies 4.8 of 5 stars for flavor, effects & price. The only thing I'd change is the integrity of the packaging by making it more easily resealable for those of us who don't plan on taking the whole 100mg at once. It's good to see CBN get some love in the edible world and I appreciate the inclusion of gluten-free, low-calorie options that taste great too.
Thursday, October 7, 2021
The FDA's War on Supplements
As a long-term user of N-Acetylcysteine, I started having a hard time finding it in stock around Spring 2021. Assuming the shortage was COVID related, I never looked into it too much and figured it would sort itself out in time. I take it daily in large amounts to (hopefully) offset acetaminophen-induced liver toxicity from the large doses of Tylenol I take every day. So far it's working according to my liver enzyme tests. It's not marketed for that use by the manufacturer to be clear, but that's how I use it. And I've never had a single side effect from it.
So imagine my shock when I clicked on a random Youtube video about NAC the other day and found out that the reason for the shortage is that the FDA has begun a coordinated crackdown on the sale of it on Amazon that's likely to become a total ban of the manufacture and sale of NAC in the U.S! This is a dietary supplement that's been on the market for over 30 years and has an incredible safety profile, with zero risk of abuse or addiction and no psychoactive properties whatsoever. Not one person is using this to get "high" and it's killed no one.
So why would they suddenly decide to ban its sale as a supplement?
The 'official' reason is that it was approved as a medication first, which is flimsy as there are many other supplements that are sold as both prescription drugs and supplements. (See: fish oil, Vitamin C prescribed as "Ascorb" & l-methylfolate prescribed as "Deplin" for depression). More importantly, why is this only coming up NOW when NAC has been sold without issue for 30+ years on the supplement market?
One popular theory is that studies have recently come out showing its effectiveness in improving outcomes in COVID patients. I like this theory because it explains both the timing & the reasoning of the FDA, which is in line with some of their previous ban attempts. To be more clear: this cheap, effective supplement is competing with pharma's ability to create an expensive version of NAC that's available by prescription only. They did this with cannabis by keeping it illegal for decades (see: Marinol, Nabilone, Epidiolex) and undoubtedly want to do it with kratom. No one's going to buy an expensive prescription version of NAC if it's available OTC for pennies per dose, so the only logical move is for the FDA to ban the supplement version.
Implications of a Ban
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From Brazilian study on Therapeutic uses of NAC (source) |
NAC is vital for making the antioxidant glutathione, which neutralizes free radicals & fights cellular damage. Not only is it not addictive, it might actually be beneficial for treating addictive behavior & mental illnesses like OCD & schizophrenia. Its most well-known use is in hospitals to treat acetaminophen overdose, but it's also used clinically to treat serious lung diseases like COPD and cystic fibrosis due to its mucolytic effects. Others use it to improve kidney, immune system & heart health. As with kratom, one of the main benefits of NAC in its current form is that it's dirt cheap, meaning anyone can afford and access it, and the side effect profile is magnificent. The most severe side effects tend to include nausea, diarrhea & allergic rash.
If the FDA bans over-the-counter NAC, millions of people will lose access to this affordable & versatile supplement. AND THERE'S NO RATIONAL REASON TO DO SO. Americans should have the right to access vitamins, minerals, herbs & other supplements as long as they're not adulterated or promoted to treat/cure diseases they haven't been proven to cure. And NAC isn't even one of the supplements that's been caught in an adulteration scandal like many of the various weight loss, sexual enhancement & detox supplements on the market. The only reason I can fathom for this move is pharmaceutical companies' greed. If a prescription COVID drug comes out that contains NAC or a derivative of it after this ban, there'd better be a lawsuit & mass protest at FDA headquarters. The pharmaceutical industry should NOT have a monopoly on nutritional supplements & antioxidants.
Furthermore, we shouldn't have to form lobbying groups like the American Kratom Association for every substance on the chopping block just to keep them legal. This corporate fascism is getting way out of hand. I'm not into conspiracy theories or demonizing "Big Pharma," but it's not hard to see why so many people are distrusting of corporations & government institutions when they do shit like this every few months. There's a clear conflict of interest at the FDA when they pull stunts like this while rushing approval of drugs like Aduhelm which has practically zero proof of efficacy (and causes actual harm) in patients with Alzheimer's disease. I've seen this movie before and the villain is often our own regulatory agencies, which are coincidentally run by a revolving door of ex-pharma fat cats & stock market profiteers like Scott Gottlieb, former Cephalon fentanyl procurer.
(Yeah, I'm never letting that go. Maybe I should do a copy/paste of the evidence on my own blog before it disappears down the memory hole forever).
Now What?
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Money talks at the FDA |
What's next? Is the FDA gonna ban Xylitol nasal spray because it's been shown to shorten COVID infection in clinical trials? I'm all for innovation & ending this pandemic, but not at the expense of my right to access harmless supplements I've been taking for years. And not when we still don't have affordable, accessible healthcare that would allow all people to obtain these supplements-cum-drugs should they be made prescription-only. Nobody should have to pay to see a doctor & wait in line at the pharmacy for a supplement like NAC.
If you had any doubt that the FDA's kratom, CBD & Benzedrex ban attempts had NOTHING to do with keeping the public safe, here it is. They're now trying to ban a supplement with a long & flawless safety record; a substance found in foods like eggs, cheese & turkey. A frickin' antioxidant. Whether you've ever used NAC or not, you should be very concerned about this development. Write a letter to your representative or simply tag them @US_FDA on social media asking what their reasoning is for this ban. This is a dark predictor of things to come & we can't allow it to go unchallenged.
I'd love for an FDA representative to respond to this article & offer their reasoning for this suspiciously-timed ban of N-Acetylcysteine. But I highly doubt that'll happen. They answer to no one (except drug company CEOs and investors). Here's your invitation anyway: Please make this make sense.
Update 1/12/22: The makers of Xlear nasal spray have been sued by the FTC for citing a study which found that their product shortened the duration of COVID infection in subjects on their website. They believe they were unfairly targeted and have responded to the lawsuit.
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Friday, October 1, 2021
My Arduous Journey Quitting Proton Pump Inhibitors
I've used and abused many classes of drugs over the years: stimulants, depressants (benzos, alcohol), opiates, empathogens (MDMA, 4-FA, methylone) & psychedelics. I've also tried and quit a vast array of psychiatric medications, many of which were terrible to come off of. For some reason I never thought a stomach medication would be in the same league as meds that affect the mind in terms of withdrawal symptoms, but boy was I wrong.
I've suffered from severe GERD and gastritis since about 2015 when I developed a hiatal hernia. To treat it, I was put on proton pump inhibitors like Prilosec, Protonix and eventually Dexilant, the most expensive and "first-class" drug in this family. The gastro doctor acted like I was lucky to even be able to afford or access this drug because of its high cost. The only difference between it and the over-the-counter options like Prilosec is its time-release function. She said it should "fix me right up". Imagine my disappointment when it didn't.
By this point nothing had helped whatsoever & I was at the end of my rope. A woman in her 30s who's not overweight should not be this disabled by acid reflux. Not only is my diet severely restricted (I survive on rice and crackers at times), I also can't lift, bend or sleep on my left side due to the gnawing pain in my stomach and the hot acid that comes up in my throat. This is a problem that runs in my family and one person has already developed esophageal cancer from it. I even talked to a stomach surgeon about repairing the hernia, but he seemed unbothered and advised that I just stay on the medications as surgery carries its own risks and doesn't guarantee improvement. In some cases it can cause problems of its own that are actually worse than the reflux. Yeah, no.
Risks of Long-Term Use
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Dexilant 60 mg |
So here I am, three plus years later and still taking proton pump inhibitors. At the time I started taking them, I was unaware that they weren't meant to be taken long-term. Turns out this class of drugs is intended to be taken for a maximum of 8 weeks. Studies have come out that are extremely disturbing in the the past couple decades showing links to everything from "major cardiac events" to pneumonia to dementia in long-term PPI users. But if you dig deeper there's a loooooong and worrying list of possible links to diseases ranging from B-cell lymphoma, liver cancer, stroke & heart attack as well as more well-proven maladies like C. diff & bone fractures in long-term proton-pump inhibitor users.
What the actual FUCK.
Of course my doctors have never mentioned a word of this to me when recommending the medications over surgery or other options. To make matters worse, PPI's have been shown to CAUSE rebound acid reflux in patients who never had heartburn or reflux a day in their lives when given to test subjects and then stopped cold turkey. For those who don't know, rebound reflux (or rebound ANYTHING) is far worse than your original symptoms. So for someone like me who has actual stomach problems attempting to quit these meds, the hellish withdrawal symptoms are almost unbearable. I know because I quit my Dexilant a few years ago to undergo an endoscopy. For 7 days I endured the worst reflux of my LIFE. I could barely sit up and wanted to cry. If I forget to take the pill for a day, I feel awful the following day. At this point I don't know how many of my symptoms are caused by the meds vs. my actual stomach problems.
I'm so mad I wasn't warned about a single one of these risks by any of my doctors who advised me to basically take them for the rest of my life. Short term use is fine; I'd have no issue taking them for a couple weeks for ulcer healing in the future if need be as that's how they're intended to be used. But telling someone my age to take drugs that cause calcium deficiency without even warning me to supplement with calcium is borderline malpractice. These medications are known to cause fractures of the wrist, hip and spine among other serious diseases like C. diff.
To be clear, severe GERD also carries its own risks: gastritis, esophageal damage resulting in Barrett's esophagus (a precancerous condition) & even esophageal cancer in the most severe cases. It can also cause damage to your teeth, adult-onset asthma(!), narrowing of the esophagus & sinusitis. So it's important to treat it. But not like this.
The Long Process of Withdrawal
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Now I'm attempting to taper down from my daily 60 mg of Dexilant for good due to fears about the long-term health risks. Needless to say I'm seriously concerned about how bad the withdrawal is going to be. My plan is to take one pill every other day for a month and then switch to every 2 days next month, sprinkling some Dexilant beads into my mouth as needed for severe symptoms as needed on the 'off' days. If this proves too hard, I can always go back to the old every-other-day dose for a while. I'll be supplementing with lots of Tagamet, Carafate & chewable calcium carbonate antacids which don't really do much but are better than nothing.
I'm three days into the taper and already feeling the increase in stomach acid. Any little stressor causes my stomach to fill with acid noticeably, as do most foods. This is not going to be pleasant but it will ultimately be better than a broken spine or cancer. I'll update this article as I go. One study said the patients with no pre-existing reflux endured up to three MONTHS of rebound reflux after quitting the medications. 😳
Update 10/20/21: I've successfully tapered to my "every 2 days" plan and things are going a little better than expected, at least compared to the time I cold turkey'd for 7 days. My reflux is not good by any stretch of the imagination, but it's tolerable. I've even been eating some trigger foods like Wasabi peas & spicy soup without spending my days doubled over in agony. There was one "off" day where I had to chew up some Dexilant beads to hold me over until my scheduled dose the following day, but now I'm successfully able to wait the full 2 days. What's interesting is that, at least right now, my overall GERD symptoms are not worse than before I started the Dexilant. This leads me to believe the medication may not have been helping me all that much, though I'll have to completely taper off for a while before I can make that call. More updates to follow.
Update 11/18/21: I'm now down to "every 3rd day" dosing and, while my reflux is not as terrible as I had predicted, I've been dealing with some troubling mood symptoms. Anxiety & depression in particular. I know this is a stomach medication that's not known for affecting the brain but I've been feeling REALLY out of sorts lately and am wondering if Dexilant withdrawal could be contributing. Granted, my life is especially stressful right now but even so, it's not like me to feel this depressed for such a long time. I can only find a few reports in the literature about the drugs causing mental side effects but nothing about their withdrawal making people feel this way. To be continued...
Update 5/26/23: I managed to taper all the way off the meds and STAY off for several months without any increased stomach pain or reflux. Tapering is 100% the way to go here. Everything was great until I was faced with a housing crisis that caused a dramatic increase in my GERD. I was then forced to go back on the Dexilant just to keep the caustic acid out of my throat/mouth & prevent it from wearing down my tooth enamel more than it already has. (My dentist commented on this at a recent visit which terrified me). Just like with the codeine, life situations forced my hand. I'd prefer to be off both meds but stress takes such a physical toll on my body it's not feasible. Blah.
Do you have experience quitting proton pump inhibitors? Any tips or tricks are appreciated; leave them in the comments below. As always, be sure to talk to your doctor before quitting any prescription medication. But I would also advise any newbies to GERD to avoid getting started on these medications unless it's for short-term use only. The long-term risks just aren't worth it.
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